Thursday, July 24, 2014

Snufkin Finished!

I finally finished my cosplay I've been working on since May! Snufkin from Moomin! Here's a few work in progrress photos... hopefully I'll look A+ at Otakon!





Sorry I haven't uploaded in a while. I've been working on my cosplays. n__n;;

Tuesday, July 15, 2014

15.07.14

Konnichiwa minna-san!
Sorry I didn't update yesterday. I was trying to be a focused human and I was also tired. Today was a fairly good day. I was asked to be in photographs for advertisements and I shall be getting paid for it! I don't think I'm very good to look at but I said yes. I'll be going in September!

I'm a shy person and it's always weird to see me on things. I dunno how I'm going to handle being on a billboard if I almost had a heart attack seeing me on this!

https://www.facebook.com/zenkaikon
Hopefully I do alright!

Sunday, July 13, 2014

13.07.14

Today was so long. I went and bought a bunch of chocolate to slow down my moodiness. Apparently, the place I went to just hires anyone to be a cashier because this person did not know how to count my change and I went and submitted a complaint.




I'm too tired to do anything. I work on what was supposed to be my day off tomorow.

Grumpy. Grumpy. Grumpy.. I need an ice cold glass of water and a foot massage.


Why do I title my posts as the date when the date is already at the top?

Saturday, July 12, 2014

12.07.14

Otakon is coming soon and I suddenly made a decision that I wanted to do ANOTHER cosplay so I'm working on doing Yoyo from Magical Sisters Yoyo and Nene. It should be relatively easy but I NEED A WIG and I have no idea where I'd get one in this short of time! I mean... I guess I could wear a black wig because in the film when she starts to become human her hair gets darker but it'd be nice to get a green wig. I plan on doing a Ranka Lee from Macross Frontier eventually.

I finished working on Yoyo's shorts today. I just have to perfect the bows and then I will be moving onto her shirt and cape. Friday I will be taking the chance to purchase a wig and hopefully it gets here soon.



I wonder if Amazon Prime is an option..........

Friday, July 11, 2014

11.07.14

Good evening! Koban wa! God kväll! Bonsoir! Tốt buổi tối! Buena noches?? I don't know Spanish very well and I think that's all the languages I know how to say that in.

Today was pretty slow moving. I was again running on few hours of sleep working on my channel trailer only to find out that it won't be available to all countries so I scrapped it and I will try again as soon as I can get a better idea on what I can do... Maybe I just need to make videos again because I haven't updated anything in two months. Yikes. I did sign up for a YouTube Creative boot camp so hopefully that motivates me to do something good for myself.

I need to work on cosplays.... only four weeks until Otakon and I've started slacking now that it's gotten hotter out.

I do not work well in the heat. D; Too hot. I die.

I swear I would have died by now if I didn't get Silas the Magic Volkswagen. I used to drive a black Infiniti with leather seats. It would get so hot in there that I would feel like I was going to pass out while driving during the summer. Sometimes I'd have to pull over to the side of the road and actually take a nap or just lay down to keep myself from getting dizzy or whatever it was I was feeling. Just terrible. That car was bad, bad luck to me.

Silas is an awesome car I love him. I have yet to feel sick or pass out while driving my Volkswagen.

I used to get really car sick when I was little. And then reading or playing video games didn't make anything better. Although, I learned a year ago that you can do that if you just keep your head like straight up to the roof and read it like that. I don't read or play games when I'm driving though. I swear. I'm talking about when I'm sitting in a passenger seat or something.

I forget what I was actually meant to write about..

Oh!
Oh..
Maybe now is not the time for that.

Thursday, July 10, 2014

10.07.14

I got all of that stuff that I was stressing over with yesterday out of the way this morning and it all turned out better than I expected. Everyone was actually very nice to me!

I'm thinking about making an official channel trailer for my Youtube Channel. I really want my friends online and offline to be a part of it. I'm thinking they can make a photo or video (but I'm not really sure of what yet.. firing off a confetti cannon?) This is if my friends actually want to participate, which I'm hoping most will as I really find my motivation and reason for making my videos is for them and to make new friends as well.

I didn't have a lot of friends growing up offline, the ones I have are the ones I've been friends for over ten years now. Sometimes they get me but sometimes I'm afraid to bother them so being online makes it kind of nice. I still hope I don't bother people but it's like, I can put something online and if people are interested then they'll talk to me and nice things happen. It's easier because you can find people that like the same thing as you without having to explain what it is and feel like an idiot because they don't like what you like.

A girl at the grocery store commented on my hair and eyes today. It was nice. I really wanted to ask her if she was into cosplay and stuff but I was too shy. I saw a little Iron Man running around too. I wanted to say hi and ask for a photo but I think that would be too weird not being at a convention...

:,c The different lifestyle I have to live as a "normal human" and the person I want to be... such a struggle, I tell you!

Wednesday, July 9, 2014

It's only 3:11PM and my day has been a disaster. I was feeling a lot of stress at work..I messed up a few times and I ended up succumbing to it and crying. I really hate that, it was such a busy day and I was running on two hours of sleep. I spent my whole night working on a new layout for my Tumblr page... priorities....
I felt fine but my brain was somewhere else. Then on my way home from work I got pulled over... what could make things any worse?

I'm just going to spend the rest of today trying not to over eat and cry. And I so badly want to do both right now! :(